balance

sometimes i wonder how is it possible to balance everything i am and everything i want to be.

i'm a mother of two.

i'm a Christian.
i'm a cop's wife.
i'm a cosmetologist.
i'm a wannabe hippie.

i'm creative, but would love to be more creative.

i'm a movie lover.

i'm a book lover.

i'm a writer.

i'm a gossip/fashion mag enthusiast.

i'm a twihard and an h.po nerd.

i'm a housewife, still learning the art.

i'm currently trying to sell my house.

i'm a dreamer.

i'm a procrastinator.

i'm a runner  jogger that hates running.

i'm a cheerleader/dancer at heart.

i'm a shopper.

i'm a foodie.

i'd love to be a labor & delivery nurse someday.

i'm aspiring to be a good cook.

i'm passionate.

i'm a first-born with all of the traits. most of which i don't like about myself.

i love to travel.

i wish i lived somewhere warmer, at least in the winter.

i love my family.

i want a big family, 3-5 kids. that's me dreaming again.

i want a tummy tuck after all said kids.

i want to eat what i want.  i HATE dieting.

someday i want a dog. someday.

and i am much, much more.

i really just want to be the best me that i can be.  i want to raise my children and be a good wife, but it doesn't hurt to aspire and to want to grow and learn.  

i like being me, and i plan on getting better at it.